My person doesn’t seem to care of I trust them or not

It’s definitely hurtful when they are doing things with an untrustworthy plot

Since when did they become the villain within my story?

To do these things without any hint of the word “Sorry.”

Have they always been this person? Was I blinded by my own desires?

Sitting here in pain, thinking about all that has transpired

I know my worth, but why do I insist on staying?

Maybe I DON’T know my worth and shouldn’t listen to what others are saying

To jump ship, get on a lifeboat and get back to fishing

At this point, my heart is useless because my brain is not listening

Do I enjoy the pain of not being held high and held first?

Just to stick around in this and to not have the cup to quench THEIR thirst

It’s easy to say to leave when you’re on the outside

It can feel impossible to leave when considering what’s on the inside

I’ve been wronged before only to receive an apology years later

I’ve only tried to do right, this is the same situation but a different flavor

Maybe I’ve not grown comfortable with things being over

It really pains me to believe that it should be severed