It is difficult to find someone permanent, with casual actions
In the beginning, you will ride the emotional wave
The moment it fades, off you go, looking again, not wondering what happened

With casual actions, you yourself become a casual partner
They are there to have fun and run
They are not there to see if things go further

Frustrations grow, you consider yourself to be permanent
With little to no poker face, they know your hand
They know to limit the chips of involvement

The uneducated will fall for your words
They will be committed and loyal
While your actions go completely unheard

You are blinded about your value
Your actions say, “I like the idea of permanent,
But once there is too much peace, I will leave you.”

With actions and mindset out of alignment
The cycle remains permanent that is
Until mindset and action come into agreement